Angel

I did not write this one, but I really love this song, because it has special meaning to me, My best friend is really sick, and when I was sick, she played this for me, and now that she is sick, I play this song for her, Its called.....Angel

spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Reflection


Look at me
You may think you see who I am really am
But you’ll never know me
Can it be, I’m not meant to play this part
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself
I would never feel true love

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I run from?
How can I tell you
How I feel deep inside
When will you see the real me I always hide

How can we all reveal who we are, how we feel
Must there be a secret me I yearn to show?
I wish that you could know
How I feel with you now
Will you ever give me a chance to describe?
What I am feeling when I am around you
Can you see I yearn to be loved by you?
I won’t pretend that I’m someone else for all time
When will you give me a chance to make you fly?
When will my reflection show who I am inside

My Weekend

Well this was a great weekend. I got to see my dad since 5 months. And that is a long time for me since I am a daddy's girl. We spent all friday in Yellowstone national park. We saw this buffalo just walking on the middle of the road. Then had some good Bar-B-Q. And then we went back to the cabin and relaxed all night, talked with Matt on the phone for a while. oh yeah, I GOT A CELL PHONE!!! So yeah then the next day we went horse back riding all day, and was raining and cold. It snowed in the mountains this weekend. But I am really sore.

New One

So, I thought that I would use this Blog idea, and see where it gets me. I have no idea what I am to do with it, or what its really for, maybe it's just another MySpace, or Facebook, but just a different layout idea. Who knows. Maybe I can get Matt to help me with this. Who knows.